Skip forward 2 months and I was still obsessively tracking everything. I couldn't feed her without my phone right next to me so I could pause the timer when she broke suction to look around the room (distractable baby). I decided it was time to take action!
Starting this morning, I'm vowing no more BabyESP. Cold turkey. I took the shortcut off my phone's home screen, and I might have to delete the program entirely. It's painful yet liberating to just change her diaper without needing to note the exact time and consistency. Yes, I was crazy.
Next obsession to break: nightly weigh-ins, but that will have to wait until I can prove to myself that no longer tracking her milk consumption won't make her lose weight.